Friday 23 September 2011

Getting Off The Block

Shajil Kumar
Phew! the blank sheet (of paper, or MS Word file) in front of me looks quite intimidating. The business of writing - whether a blog post, an article or even a personal letter, is indeed agonizing. I guess it is the same for all and sundry - including some well-known writers.
While using pen and paper it means the rough draft ends up as quite an inky scrawl with 'strike offs' and rewrites. Many a precious paper ends up in the waste bin and adds to the misery of an already dwindling tree cover.
In a way we should be (grudgingly) thanking the current smartphone-i-Pad generation for totally giving up on letter writing. Their fathers and grandfathers had consumed copious amounts of paper in the form of inland letters and envelopes - even their telegrams looked quite lengthy compared with present day smiley-loaded SMSes.
Coming back to writing, the use of computers may make one feel less guilty about the environment - provided one is willing to overlook the power consumed and the burgeoning e-wastes. Though the MS Word draft may look less messy than paper, the story is still the same. Of all the keys used while writing on computer, I guess 'backspace' is probably the most frequently used one followed by 'delete'.
The markings on the above two keys are more likely to fade off much faster than others due to frequent use. Almost every sentence seems too dumb and needs to be erased fully or partially.
Another issue is that after two or three paras one seems to run out of steam. Words just fail to come and often one wonders whether the pursuit is worth it. At this juncture it is very tempting to either quit or procrastinate. It calls for dogged pursuit to continue.
It becomes all the more difficult if you steer clear of quoting famous writers. Quotes often act as a convenient peg to hang one's ideas. Or if you chose to write on something that is not a burning topic of TV talk shows or coffee table discussions.
If after keying (or penning) down something one revisits it after few days and feels "hey not bad, did I write this?", then I feel it was worth the effort.

A Brief History of a Pothole


I am the offspring of an illicit relationship between contractor and unscrupulous official, with bad workman acting as the midwife. At the beginning I was tiny in size. Maybe the size of a human fist. Was accumulating dust and sometimes an occasional pebble.

Since I was located near to the edge of the road my growth prospects were bright. The tyres of huge trailers, that carried heavy loads during night time, blessed me copiously and elbowed away whatever resistance I encountered in increasing my presence.

Soon I grew into a full-fledged cavernous pothole and often drew envious glances from my siblings and cousins located near the middle of the road. They were on a measly diet of occasional blessings from two-wheeler and car tyres and hence their growth was pretty stunted.

Drivers of two and four wheelers started showing respect by steering away from me. Woe betide a drunk driver who descended his two wheeler on to me - the consequences were more than sobering. I don't wish to brag, but I must put it on record that I have contributed towards raising the turnover of vehicle service stations, hospital (especially orthopaedic clinics) and even quacks.

A couple of months later I encountered my first monsoon. My copious belly stored lots of water and trucks and other heavy vehicles passing over me sprayed off muddy water on unsuspecting and absent-minded passers-by. Monsoons really rained fun, my filled-to-the-brim appearance used to deceive motorists (mainly two-wheelers). They used to underestimate my depth - often with disastrous consequences.

Concerned citizens later planted a small branch of a tree on me to warn motorists.

But alas, all good times come with expiry dates. One day after the monsoons got over, I woke up to see the same contractor and the workman surveying my depth and also of my cousins and siblings.

Suspicious, I made discreet enquiries among my fellow potholes and came to know that about a kilometre away a new bus terminus has come up and some VIP is coming to inaugurate it. And the authorities did not want him to take a bone rattling ride to the venue.

The workman returned later and started choking me with stones and the bitter tasting tar. After a point of time I fainted due to suffocation.

Next day I regained a little consciousness and heard a distant rumble of heavy metals. As the rumble drew nearer I could not comprehend as to what was happening, but felt that this never-heard-before sound spelled doom. The metallic wheels of the road roller caused excruciating pain as I breathed my last.

PS: A couple of months later the next generation of potholes started blooming. After all the wily contractor and the official have to take care of their rozi roti.

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